Wade
The hand of God lays heavy on a man in a faithless age til he becomes changed, physically I mean: cracked like an old tree done by lightning. I first met Wade Manning in ’82, the year floods ripped through the county and left McCavana’s wheat fields like wet ash and that old Indian couple washed up dead in the sandbars. There was a run of influenza in the surgery and talk of pneumonia amongst the hillfolk, course none of them would come into town for me to take a look over them. I’d gone to Caldbrook for Dover’s powder, quinine, other diaphoretics. The dispensary had already doled out to Young Watkins from Bell’s Station up-river and the NCO was under orders to ration further distribution. I knew from the war that at a pinch butterfly-root and sanguinaria would do the work of Dover’s powder, but I wasn’t keen for it to come to that.
I was on my way back to Pallston and I’d made the Twelve Trees reckoning on two hours left of daylight when I saw him by the side of the road. First I thought it was someone out tracking deer, the hour it was, til I got closer. He was covered in ages of dirt; between that and the beard you couldn’t even say for certain he wasn’t a coloured. Toes showed out the McKay-Bryants he was wearing: Union boots, caked in dried rivermud. The reins coiled my fist, his flat eyes watching as I drew near. They were queer eyes, set deep in that broad badger skull; sometimes dull, other times bleeding into a red mist and then you had better watch out, for he was about the Lord’s work and that never spelled anything but grief and sorrow.
I admit I find it hard figuring how I faced the guns at First Manassas and yet was scared of that drifter; I had seen some things that don’t leave you even when the years traipse by you – a young boy running toward me with the white blast and noise of the guns firing over the ridge, blood drying in his philtrum, panicking like a wild turkey. When I grabbed him I saw it was only a nosebleed. It’s stuff like that, not the maimings and the squeals that stays with you. Still, I never truly felt afraid until I rode up on Wade Manning waiting by the side of the road.
Truth was, it was me who brought him riding into Pallston that day, riding up beside me showing them teeth like a beauty queen on a big city float.
‘Evenin’, Mister.’
‘Pleasant evening to you.’
‘Say, where’s the nearest town from here, Mister?’
I waved back the way I had come, the sky bellying low over the trees. ‘Caldbrook’s that way about ten miles, probably have to set down for the night.’
With Mephistophelean patience, that debutante grin, he said, ‘Yea, but the nearest town, Mister?’
I swore an oath once, something dignified and Greek; it seems queer to think it applied there, in the woods, the first owls of dusk starting to shriek. ‘I’m returning to Pallston,’ I said finally; ‘I can take you to the town, but I can’t offer you a place to stay.’
‘The ride into town is all the charidee I’d ‘spect, Mister!’
With more hauteur than intended I said, ‘It ain’t Mister, neither. I’m a physician.’
I wish I’d never said that; I wish I’d kept my damn mouth shut and just kept looking on at the path. His eyes glistered. ‘Pleasure making your ‘quaintance, Doc!’
Couldn’t I just have said no, made on my way, slept as good a night’s sleep as I could manage and never had to do with Wade Manning? I could have; but then I’d still have felt the need to justify myself, give that raggedy stranger the reason for my hardness, which I could not do. Anyway, and I sensed this instinctually at the time, a man like Wade had no need for reasoning, excuses, justifications: he just understood everything that came along, like a serpent understanding the ankle crushing its head underfoot. All I could do was look ahead, trying to ignore those wicked toes worming into my buckboard.
I should say that those years after the war we got used to different types blowing in and out of our little town: there was a Roman priest passed through, and a magician that stayed a while, casting his spell over the town, fire-blowing, making coins appear out of people’s ears. Then they found out he had taken little boys out into the fields when he had been at Bell’s Station; he hung himself from an apple tree before they could. Still none of them was the equal of Wade. Against all our advice he built a shack out of a ruined hog-shed on the edge of McCavana’s land right where the river had burst the banks. Buck McCavana spoke loud about his intoleration of defecting sonsofbitches trespassing but him and those sons of his did nothing about it, far as I can tell. Wade got himself the name of an odd job man, and spinsters and widows in particular had a good word, said he was more reliable than the blacks ever since the Bureau poked its nose in. I’d pass him on my way to a call, sweat slick on his brow as he split logs; he would cry out to me in that goat bleat voice of his, ‘There goes the Doc!’ I’d lower my eyes and give him the curtest how-do, and it seemed to me he got a fair bit of satisfaction out of that.
Whatever my feelings about Wade I couldn’t fault his conduct. The only time he ever got onerous was when someone tried to church him: that got his hackles up.
‘What would I want with going to yer church fur, to listen to hymns of human contrivance?’
At the time we all thought he just had enmity for anything unbiblical. Not so long back, as I have said, a priest had passed through on a skinny mule, en route to Scarborough, black robes flapping like crows wings; the ladies of the Association sent a tornado of letters to the state capitol. In any case, Wade’s not going to church got the goat of the Reverend, a sandy haired young man who was too bookish for Pallston but civil enough; it also peeved some of the old girls Wade did jobs for, but they hired him all the same cause he was cheap; there soon came a time when people would talk about outsiders with Wade in company, as if there were never a time when he wasn’t a part of Pallston.
The night of the barnfire the church bell rung about a quarter hour after I went to bed. I’m still surprised that I tend to set up longer now, letting the night drop a bit more fully. I discern that to be an effect of not having married.
I couldn’t take it in, the fire: the orange power of it, heat on my jowls. Almost as powerful was the sight of Buck McCavana on his knees, crying like a huge ornery baby, Percy and Bo dumb from never having seen their Pa that way.
The barn was a honeycomb of struts wilting and crashing. Breaking Buck’s gigantic heart was the sound of his horses whinnying as the flames ate their flesh and bone. I don’t think the breeches and waistcoat I was wearing that night ever got that tannery smell out of them, like a dog’s vomit going hard and sweet in the sun.
Round the back of the barn a colt was doing a quickstep on the end of a rope held by one of McCavana’s negroes. They were chucking water on it and in the light of the fire a mist rose off its back. The whites of its eyes reflected umber.
‘Bettuh take a look over here, Doc. Man swallowed hisself a lot uh smoke.’
He was set in the middle of the circle, men shaking their heads trying to square it with good sense: his face blacker than ever, still wearing that grin, like even on this night of hell broke its gates he wanted a rise out of me.
‘I’d like to say yer right on time, Doc, but I reckon yer too fine a man not to figger me fur a liar.’
‘I would do no such thing, Mr. Manning.’ I instantly regretted addressing him so: I could feel the circle of eyes.
I told them, go back so he can have the air. I got him to spit on a clean handkerchief. The expectorate was clear.
‘You saved the colt?’
‘Surprised, Doc?’
‘Well, no, not… I meant that’s how you ended up…’
‘Like a barbequed hog?’
I changed tack. ‘You’re a brave individual, Wade. Risking your life for a nervy colt.’
The deep-set eyes narrowed.
‘I knew this here fire were going to happen.’
He broke in on my silence: ‘I mean a knew about it fore anybody ded.’
‘You mean..’
‘I dreamt it, Doc. Yea. I dreamt about the fire.’
Wade’s meetings started after that. At first it was mostly negroes; he had only spoke of the dream within their earshot before the fire. They had their gatherings out by the hollows, where the negro men sometimes went trapping. There was plenty of discussing done about it in the general store. That old girl Mary Ellen Crothers said it was a witches’ coven and Wade Manning wouldn’t see a penny from her purse again. I had trouble imagining him ever getting that much out of her before.
Months went by before news came to me in the surgery that Wade was prophesying another flood. The farm hands attending his meetings demanded to be paid out for the week: Buck McCavana told them they could leave but they’d never get a day’s work from him again. There had been some rains; still, it was nothing like those the year Wade arrived in Pallston, and the state had since sent engineers to take a look at the floodplain and levees had been built. There was nothing to indicate any immediate danger.
The second flood wiped out everything below Crabtree Street., including the church. Three people died, a little baby I treated for dysentery. I was present at its going, its warm body coiling in on itself for a fraction of a second, as if it were going to let out the most appalling bawl conceivable, a cry to shake the rooks from the trees. Wasn’t that way, though; it just shivered, and went blue.
Pallston picked itself out of the sludge that covered everything and began the rebuilding and Wade picked up a few converts. Bo McCavana was seen at one of his camps, drunk, slurring the name of his dead mare over and over like the name of an inamorata. Now and then the latest vision would be heard – that’s what they called them, Wade’s “visions.” Mostly it was inconsequential: somebody was going to lose hens to foxes, and sure enough somebody would. It was always toeing catastrophe, though: never good news. Hasn’t it always been the same? All those old men out howling in the desert about blood and destruction, least til the angel Gabriel appeared and sang something about a birth. Even then, wasn’t it that the newborn would get grown and be served on high, a buffet for the crows?
I never voice these opinions aloud. I try not to upset the Reverend. He is, as I said, a civil soul; and he accepts that I am a believer, in my fashion. I do my best not to try his nerves.
Mary Ellen Crothers was hard as the box they buried her in when the niece found the body. Her glasses had fallen into the lap where she had never dandled a child, receipts with the names of northern banks curling on her bureau, her mouth open in a sigh of eternal disappointment.
John Halpin wanted to know and I told him no, there weren’t no signs of it so far as I could tell. All the same I couldn’t give him the cause of death. It was the first time in forty years I’ve not been able to give the law a cause of death when they needed to hear it.
Wade had of course foretold Miss Crothers’s death, in a language both generic and menacing: Woe to them who curse True Prophets, They shall get Theirs, The Lord Giveth, et cetera. The thing that I couldn’t credit was the warning about the second flood: there wasn’t no foreknowing such a thing. Or way of inducing it. Then the colt: I couldn’t get it right in my head why Wade should risk his life in a fire he had lit himself, it was too perverse. That night I found it harder getting over than usual, so I lit a lamp and went down to the surgery. I liked it there, sitting in the quiet amongst the dully glinting instruments. I was thinking about a corpse: not the hard, clean, unloved body of Mary Ellen Crothers. Nor was it the bodies of boys in grey uniforms shredded by Gatlings. It just shivered, I thought, and went blue.
After a while most of the town went to listen; some had become true believers and the rest out of fear half-mythic half-practical. The Reverend continued to hold church services in Percy McCavana’s new barn; Percy had taken over after Buck had a massive heart attack, shortly after he’d sold off acres to pay his debts.
It was a light evening walking up the hill to the service, the sun dashing white and gold on the pines. The axes rang out their song, the song of the Atlantic Lumber Company.
‘Evening, Reverend.’
‘Good evening, Doc. A very fine evening it is, too.’
I had seen his look before, on the face of an officer when a troublemaker had buckled under his authority just before a crucial battle. The loyalty of a malcontent always counts for something with folk.
The service started and lingered past the lanterns being lit. Voices rose with the shadows into the freshly-sanded hayloft. The Reverend spoke poorly, arcane meanderings down the byways of the Montanists and Emperor Justinian, ending by stuttering Deuteronomy 12:32. We sang hymns. We sang ‘Comfort, comfort ye people,’ and some of the children cried, sensing the mood with creaturely perception.
I sat for a while in the flickering shadows until the barn cleared, and after a while I realised someone was there. It was John Halpin.
We walked out into the cool night. ‘First time in forty years I’ve felt a thing during the service,’ Halpin said.
‘“Cutting a finger on a splinter of grace,” the Reverend’d call it. Better late than never.’
His blue eyes lighted on me in the darkness. ‘I had other consolations.’
Silence.
‘I’m sorry,’ he said, his voice quavering as if his throat still held the last note of the hymn. ‘Weren’t called for.’
‘You didn’t mean anything by it. She was a good woman, John – too good for you.’
He was quiet, inclined to agree.
‘And me,’ I added kindly.
The fireflies flitted up into the chimney of the night; out by the pines a watchdog barked and an Atlantic Lumber man cursed it. On the way back to town a boy met us saying the sheriff was wanted. Halpin and I hurried into town and saw the crowd gathered at the statue of Beauregard: Wade was standing on the plinth before the thunderous legs of the general, his pewter eyes burning.
‘Now brothers, this is the hour, the hour when faith is tested and found worthy, the noisome hour of trumpet blast and flashing sword, when the wicked’ll get thur wages of sin. What was thur sin, brothers? Fornication? Violence? Drunkenness? Followin after false gods and makin the Lord maddern a wasp shook in bottle??’ His voice had grown higher and higher. Some shouted yea. ‘No. Nosir. No brothers; bad as all these are they aint the root of sin, the reason why no matter how they roil and tear thur beards now that they hear the footsteps of the Lord a-comin, He’ll still divine the rot in thur hearts and throw em all into the pit. That was the dream given to me. Now what was the root of thur sin, brothers?’
Wade stopped preaching and there wasn’t a sound, not from the crowd, not from the woods or the Atlantic Lumber camp on the edge of Percy’s land; not from the river, or the hillfolk, or the hamlets and towns all through the county, and maybe not in the world, the whole earth holding its breath.
‘Deafness. Deafness, brothers; all these sinners shut up thur ears to the Word of the Lord comin to them through his chosen prophet. They took a look at what the Lord sent and judged it foolish and evil, yea evil by their standards, the standards of the stinkin, filthy, putrefyin world; and wellsir they clogged thur ears til they couldn’t hear a single word of what was being told to them, about the doom that’s being prepared fur them since before the stars.
‘And so comes the hour. The herd is parted, my dear ones, and there aint no cure in the world for what is on its way here, moving out there in the darkness, this turrible judgment.’
Halpin had managed to signal to his deputies with some delicacy of eye movement impenetrable to me.
‘Wade, now you just come down from your pulpit.’
‘Unner whose authority, sheriff?’
‘The county: you’re under arrest.’
‘For what?’
‘Breach of the peace.’
‘Aint no peace to be breached, sheriff. Aint peace wot’s out there licking itself in the dark. Besides I’m as meek as a lamb.’ His words were like honey in the carcass of a lion.
‘If you don’t drag yourself down from there I’ll blow the lying tongue out your head.’ It was Bo McCavana, drunker than ever, his gun wobblingly aimed at Wade’s head but close enough that even a poor shot would shatter his skull. He had become a heretic, finally realising who was responsible for the barnfire.
‘You do it then or shut that trap o yours,’ said Wade.
‘You killed Blue. Bastard.’
‘Lower your gun, McCavana.’ It was Halpin. ‘Have you got wet brain, boy? I told you to put that gun down.’
Bo dropped his arm and staggered; one of Halpin’s deputies moved in to drag him off.
Wade continued; ‘And so comes the hour: let’s leave this Sodom to its destruction, brothers. When the sun fails to come up tomorrow Pallston will be a word and nothin more, no meaning – just a sound in the wind.’
He moved into the crowd, and they massed him like buffalo forming a caravan around their young so Halpin’s men couldn’t grab him. They moved down Samuel Street and out into the woods towards the hollows. Some of those who had been at the church service joined them. Halpin told the rest of us to go home, that he would wire the Marshall’s office in the morning and his men would be on watch the night, and none of us were to get any ideas like Bo.
That night I doubt a single one of us shut an eye, except for maybe Bo McCavana snoring off the liquor. Out in woods there were noises like drums, batteries firing: I could see ghosts in the dark, inside my room men who I had known years before and who had died: the major of my regiment, the young man with the nosebleed. I saw the ghost of Jeannie Halpin.
Before dawn I dressed and shaved as if it was another day in surgery and I went out to Wade’s camp out by the hollows. Halpin was already there, some of his men twitching behind rocks in the hills.
Before dawn: even the saying of it would have sounded foreign, like something they might have said in the old days when they had just discovered the world was an orb and not a plane, and in saying it corrected themselves: before dawn: I meant before – I couldn’t finish the sentence. I didn’t know. I just didn’t know.
People were on their knees in the brackish sandbars, praying; these were people I knew, that I had treated in the surgery. Wade stood with his eyes to the east from whence would come darkness and deliverance. He looked at them, his brothers as he called them, like a butcher looking over his abattoir; he scanned the hills, spotting Halpin’s snipers right away; then he looked at me, stared until I felt myself redden, and he winked a pewter eye.
Minutes passed. I don’t know who was the first to see it – someone let out a groan, it could have been of ecstasy or horror; then we all saw it; it was the most magnificent sight I’ve ever laid eyes on. Just under the rim of the sky which looked like a blotted line of blue ink, black where there were trees, far, far in the distance, the sun.
Silent prayers turned to shouts of joy, these to tears; then murmurings. Wade stared dumbly at the sun, which had broken the horizon now. Halpin waved in his men but it was too late; the crowd surged forward and engulfed Wade, bearing him away like floodwater.
A delegation from Atlanta found that the levees had burst during the second flood, whether during the high tides or before with help from human hand, they couldn’t say. The money Wade had embezzled from his disciples was never found.
Young Watkins has come down from Bell’s Station to take over most of my surgery duties. I keep a hand in; I’ve made visits to the hill families twice in the past month. Watkins tells me all about the papers they’re writing in the city medical schools, the discoveries chemists are making in Boston, Paris. He keeps talking about “the tragedy” it makes of traditional methods. He’s a smart young man.
John Halpin comes by sometimes. He asked me if I remembered the old Indian couple that died in the ’82 flood, the first one, and if I remembered what the squaw used to wear on her feet.
‘Why, far’s I recollect it was…’ I realised.
‘McKay-Bryants.’